When your life changes, you have one of two choices- you can either fall into misery and distract yourself with all things bad, making yourself even worse off then before. OR you can take this moment as an opportunity to discover what your true goals and dreams are and try your best to stay motivated. I am stuck in between- one day feeling semi motivated the next day like a complete scumbag. Balance is also key in life- have fun but not too much. Its so easy to get lost in the day to day. I am going to make a promise to be better to myself.